Shekinah and Sarper are once again questioning their relationship.
Less than a month after moving to Los Angeles to be with Shekinah, Sarper contemplated going back to Turkey when an explosive fight left the pair unsure about whether they should get married. On the April 27 episode of 90 Day Fiancé, Shekinah shared a recording of the expletive-filled argument.
“What is your problem?” she asked Sarper, who responded, “My problem is your face. I know that f—— face.”
“Do you understand how crazy you sound right now?” Shekinah asked and Sarper shouted back, “You are useless!”
Explaining that she had cooked Sarper dinner after “working all day,” Shekinah grew more upset. “You say f— you to me, and now you’re leaving?”
“F— this life,” Sarper declared. “Okay. I really hate this life, and I’m going back to my country.”
Cameras then showed Sarper blowing off steam at the park, where he shared a text Shekinah sent listing what he said to her during the confrontation.
“I won’t let you drive my car, I am hard to live with, it is hard to live with my dogs,” he read before claiming, “I didn’t say such a thing.”
“I feel myself useless,” he continued. “Everything piled up, that depression, and I said it’s enough. That’s all. I just go downstairs, don’t talk with her, let the time solve something, and this is where we are right now. We are not talking. Two strangers in the same house.”
Back at home, Shekinah revealed that Sarper was sleeping on the couch, calling their situation “so tense” and “so awkward.”
“He was adjusting more to LA life,” she noted. “I took him to some parties in LA. He loved them. It was just the other day that everything changed. He was in a bad mood. He was treating me like s—. He was being such an asshole.”
“I have made such huge adjustments for him to live here,” she added. “There’s no room in my closet for my clothes. Like, I have all of his stuff hung up.”
She also said that she was planning on getting an office to work as an aesthetician after running her business out of her home.
“I just feel like he doesn’t even appreciate it,” she cried. “And it was different at his place when we were fighting because I could leave. And here, I can’t leave my place. Like, this is my place. I’m not just going to leave.”
Explaining that his “motivation drops with each day that passes” during his 90 days in the United States, Sarper called his friend from Turkey, Füsun, as he contemplated his next steps.
“Yesterday, I just went to my computer to book a flight and I chose the seats, the dates, everything, just one button,” he revealed. “And I thought, ‘Sarper, don’t be impulsive. Because if you do it, there is no turning back.’”
“I’m going to sit and talk to her,” he continued. “I hate this uncertainty. We’re either gonna be good or we break up and I f— off and leave this country.”
Reflecting on his life before Shekinah, Sarper quipped that he would sleep with 3,500 more women (in addition to his body count of nearly 3,000) if he became single again.
“The next conversation that I will do with her has to be, ‘We are okay, but we are changing or it’s over,’” he said. “If I go back to my country, I will burn everything. I will never remember if there is Shekinah or not. I promise to myself this. It’s up to her.”
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