Influencer Lindsay Dewey Details First Mother’s Day After Her Son’s Death at 22 Months

Lindsay Dewey is remembering her baby boy.

Two months after the influencer shared that her and husband Eric Dewey’s son, 22-month-old Reed Dewey, died after an accident at their Idaho home, she reflected on celebrating her first Mother’s Day without her toddler. 

“Took me a while to make this but this is what I’ve wanted all day…to just hold Reed in my arms. Just like this,” Lindsay wrote on her May 12 Instagram post, which features several photos of her embracing Reed. “Never thought I’d have to copy and paste a picture of my baby to have him in my arms again. I miss it so much. A piece of me is missing, and always will be.”

And while the 37-year-old—also mom to Breegan, 6, and Tucker, 4—noted that spending the holiday without her youngest son was “hard,” she’s thankful that she can continue to be there for her other two kids. Indeed, the trio are making memories together, as Lindsay also shared a heartbreaking photo of them holding a pillow with Reed’s face on the front.